babies and sh!t

i just learned my ex-husband had a baby.
rubberband ball of mixed feelings there. i’m surprised at how quickly he moved on. i’m sad not to have a family of my own. i’m glad we’re no longer together. tomorrow, maybe, i’ll be a little happy for him. tonight, i will process and tomorrow move along.

what’s telling is the person i most want to talk to is steve.
i’m selfish.
i want to talk to someone i love who gives me comfort when i haven’t been much of a comfort giver to people i love.

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